An apology

I went to the appointment with the cmht today with a great deal of trepidation. I didn't want to know whether I'd been let down or not. I did consider not going but realised that I had to face it somehow.

I went in and waited and then JC came to get me. As we walked to the room she said, 'Am I to be lambasted?' and I replied, 'quite rightly.' We went into the room and the first thing she said was, 'I must apologise.'

To cut a long story short basically the procedures had changed and she had discussed me with APS but without knowing that that automatically meant the police would become involved. She said I wasn't the only person this had happened to and the first she knew about it was when she had got an email from APS saying I didn't want to press charges. Ho hum.

So I know now it wasn't JC screwing me over which makes me feel better. She did ask me if I still trusted her and I said I'd have to think about it. She said I could be transferred to someone else if I wanted it but I didn't really.

So now it's over I think and I can get back to normal panic mode not extreme panic mode.